the three week jinx begins again

I find it very amusing. As mentioned previously I have a three week jinx. As I have just confirmed my departure for an extended period of time things are happening again. We'll see how it goes this time. But I have been maturing with my past experiences that I control intimate emotions that may screw me later. i.e. I know how things could not turn out in four months and I have learned to have greater disregard for others possible emotion. But on my early learning curve I prevented emotions completely, the learning curve I project will ideally develop such that the complete me will be unleashed and leashed at will. Sounds scary, sounds like life gets sweeter.